grrrgle

the suddenness of it all is starting to hit me. my last day at work is tomorrow. I bought the train ticket. I'm probably going to start packing pretty soon. I've done all the things I set out to do. I know that once I'm back I'll immediately lose sight of all the restlessness I have here. I'm glad that I did what I set out to do, though. If I could do this break over, I wouldn't, I think. I'm ready.

but, I'm really not. I'm never ready. Life just comes when it does, and even though I was never ready for school to start again, it always did. I think what I dread most is probably how much colder it is there. Once everything warms up it'll be better.

I got a laptop battery for free, which was pretty exciting.