weariness

weariness has shrouded this whole week. I am weary of so much. firstly, the cold!! It was so beautiful on sunday, and now this impending storm- I love the snow, but I dread having to drive in it, and I really don't like shivering myself to sleep! sigh.
and endless rote memorization of all the origins, insertions, actions, innervations of all the muscles, yes even the tiniest ones, in the back/arm/forearm/hand. I mean, in retrospect, it's kind of cool and I've always wanted to keep this info in a rolodex card in my brain, but it is mentally taxing.
my diet has been unvarying. i've eaten granola (my favorite food EVER) and milk for every meal this week, which is kind of cool, in retrospect. as a kid you could never eat what you wanted when you wanted it, right?? some might remember last summer when I ate nothing but cereal (honey bunches of oats primarily) and milk for every single meal for a whole month. It was glorious. I was also probably iron deficient/anemic afterwards, which taught me the value of multivitamins.

but I have much to be thankful for- safe trips and no accidents in this weather; being healthy and happy; not getting lost when meeting my discipler; having a discipler; reading the Bible and having that wisdom to guide my life; CAFFEINE; I mean, the list really continues ad infinitum.

I think that if I had one wish right now, I would spend it on a wish for summertime and a car wash.