melancholy

Don't really know what to say about the events of today. I said no (made a decision!) to a spontaneous activity, which in retrospect I'm not sad I turned down. It would just have been way too crazy.

But yeah. happy chinese new year. I guess melancholy would explain this moment/day -- Life is ALWAYS changing, but always crazy in some way. Sometimes it's happy and sometimes it's sad, but in the end, it's God's plan, and that is good. I apologize for incoherence, I guess this message only makes sense to me. I think that's what stress does to me.

"God is good / all the time; he put a song of praise in this heart of mine"

I need more red bull, more diet coke, more caffeine..